entertaining myself....

had some time to visit blogs today.. well, more like i found me some time :P

and hey, i'm glad i did.

apparently, davi went to italy, and those 'enterprising' italians actually had a calendar of hot priests... e.g. as below. now if my priest looked like that, i don't think i can help it but drag myself out of bed every sunday, even if i had to wake up at 530am. forgive me, Father, i know i be sinful, but ur instrument is too lustworthy :P (sorry, baby, but i know you check out hot chicks too! :P)

i mean, girls, wouldn't you?

i see i have something else to lube my fantasies now... among other things :P

and then.... again from davi.... trace's fave gesture..... in bread form..... ROFLMAO!!

Work and Others

Work and Others

Work

...is something I do now only because I get bored staring at four walls.

...I shan't say anything more.

Others

I don't understand why...

The men sitting by the pet 'hospital' by the roadside has to whistle and make funny noises each time I walk by, when I've been walking by everyday now.

And then one day one of them says:

Hello, Chinese girl, how are you, baby?

Me: (to self) Whhhaaaaa? (nods and walks fast fast away)

I shop when I'm not happy.

I am NOT happy.

I shopped. Bought me lace knickers at cheap price. Well, it was a warehouse sale. Well, it was Victoria's Secret. Well, I do need new knickers.

But.... it's 2 minutes of pleasure.

And I'd feel guilty the rest of the month.

Like something else in my life now.

So why can't I just bloody stop?

'Cos it's soooo tempting. 'Cos it feels so good whilst the 2 minutes last. 'Cos I like it so. And cos I'm such a sucker.

And my gawd, but it was pretty....

Somebody spank me...

I've been a bad girl this month.

And my pay ain't even in yet....

slow day and my thoughts

slow day and my thoughts

I'm sleepy. Stayed out quite late two nights in a row.

Spent Valentine's at Nirwana's chatting till almost two 'cos we were on an interesting topic, and we forgot the time.

I found that my thought processes are so much more masculine/ cold/ practical/ different then most of my female peers at this stage. And yet it saves me a lot more heartache than if I didn't think that way. The problem is always when I allow someone to cross from one compartment where I've placed them to another.

Yumchar yesterday and talked nonsense till late. :D Nice, but I had trouble waking up this morning. Tried another route to work today. Slightly faster, i.e. can have a bit more of my precious sleep :)

Bought two flowy, loosely-fitting, slinky, 3/4-sleeved, geometrically-patterned cotton dresses yesterday. And a pair of cotton pants that are so comfy :) Why is it that I always end up spending money when I'm unhappy? And frustrated? And alone? I've been binge-ing on chocolate as well. Sighs.

Not that the dresses aren't lovely. They are. But but but... I wanna buy new bra and knickers. And lingerie. And shoes. I need to throw out a lot of my old ones and buy a pair that I can use everyday and that can last. Dammit. I need money for that. I don't need two pair of dresses that make me look and feel very sexy, but which I might not be using as often.

I hate the feeling of losing control. Especially of giving in to temptation. There's a word for it. It's called L-U-S-T. The purchase of those dresses is the embodiment of lust in its purest form: I want. I get.

I is a very bad gurl....