self-doubt: the knots require unravelling...

i'm having one of my rare moments of self-doubt.

i want to go for it, but i wonder now, if i'm good enough.

could i still do what i used to do as well as i used to do it?

could i remember all that i've studied, and apply it well?

could i?

where has my confidence gone?

has recent unrelated events affected me, and my confidence and image in myself, so much that i wonder who i am now?

i need a swim. i need intense physical activity.

that's the way i meditate when i'm all tied up in knots inside.

the knots need unravelling....