I don't want to hate....

That's why I want to be alone for awhile.

I don't know what to think and what to feel anymore.

Seriously, I don't know what to do.

I wonder if it's time to let go completely, and just let the river of fate take it's course.

It makes me sad.

It shouldn't be hard.

It shouldn't be forced.

It should be easy, happy, gentle and free.

Why is it this way?

I was at work early today. I couldn't sleep. My eyes were swollen from a whole night's worth of tears.

I had been afraid about my mid-year review. But I did rather well. I achieved 130% of my target revenue. And my bosses seem happy with my work thus far.

So my professional life has been straightened out. Why is my personal one such a mess?