inane meanderings of the roving mind... adapting to the vicissitudes of life: My favourite things... for my frivolous, hiao bimbo friends :D

Faith

"It is Jesus that you seek when you dream of happiness; he is waiting for you when nothing else you find satisfies you; he is the beauty to which you are so attracted; it is he who provokes you with that thirst for fullness that will not let you settle for compromise; it is he who urges you to shed the masks of a false life; it is he who reads in your hearts your most genuine choices, the choices that others try to stifle. It is Jesus who stirs in you the desire to do something great with your lives, the will to follow an ideal, the refusal to allow yourselves to be grounded down by mediocrity, the courage to commit yourselves humbly and patiently to improving yourselves and society..."

-Pope John Paul II-

NOTE

This blog is an online journal, not so much a photo-blog. I might put up pics of things and places, but not me.

I blog, not so much for attention, not so much for fame, but mostly for Catharsis.

I need a place to write and think. I need a place where I could write to reach out. This is it.

Because sometimes it's easier to talk to semi-strangers, than to the people who knows you. Because sometimes it's less painful to lash out to the world in general than to keep things bottled up inside.

Sensitivity may be over-rated, but sensitivity is human.

If you're a stranger who stumbles unto this, I'm warning you that part of catharsis may be offensive. This blog is personal, it's not written to cater to the tastes of it's readers. I make no apologies for what I think. It's the personal opinion and experiences of one particular authoress.

If you don't like what is written, you're welcome to walk away, no apologies required either.

Let's both be civil to one another.

Unabashedly Me

I love many things about life. In no particular order:

Faith, religion, belief. Family. Close friends. Acquaintances.

The smile of a child. Affinity with animals.

A good conversation. Languages.

A good swim, a good run. A 3-hour dancing session. The satisfaction of having done something right.

Dark chocolate. Wildflowers. White lilies. Dark red and champagne roses. Good alcohol. Scents. Perfumes. Aromatherapy.

Nice hair. Soft, moisturised skin. A caress. A touch. 5 o'clock shadow on a man.

Pretty underthings. The feel of French lace against silk, silk against French lace.

The haunting poignancy of classical music. The angst and fervour of rock. The sexy innuendo of jazz. The sweaty pulsations of r'n'b and hip hop.

Sunrise at 21 000 feet. Sunset, and moonlit walks on the beach. The feel of sand beneath my feet. Gosh, I had almost forgotten how that feels....Dancing in the rain.

Watching the silver sleet of rain lashing against the window pane, having come out from a hot bath, a steaming cup of hot chocolate (with marshmallows!!) in hand.

The kiss of sun against skin. Long, sultry evenings in shade, iced drink in hand, in the skimpiest outfit social norms would allow :p

The scent of the earth after rain. Dark, stormy nights.
Reading a good book through the night, soft music in the background. Thoughts swirling in my mind.

The boisterous company of family and friends. The painful, but precious solitude of loneliness.

Euphoria. Suffering.

Weddings. Funerals.

Laughter. Tears.

The frail vulnerability of the human heart. The strong flexibility of the human spirit.

Life's many contradictions. The exquisite torture of being human.

In my years on earth, I've learnt the important lesson that: We'll never appreciate the sweet, until we've understood the bitter.

I LIVE. I LOVE. I LUST. I AM WOMAN. I MAKE NO APOLOGIES. AND I REFUSE TO BE ASHAMED.

Nemesis' Paradoxical Quote for the Moment

Ignorance may be Bliss, but Knowledge itself is Power. Therefore, take your pick: Bliss, or Power?

How is it that:
Familiarity breeds contempt, yet
Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

How about:
Opposites attract, but
Like must marry like, or there will be no happiness?

Nemesis' Answer to 'sola scriptura':

1. “So also our beloved brother Paul wrote to you according to the wisdom given him, speaking of this as he does in all his letters. There are some things in them hard to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist to their own destruction, as they do the other scriptures.” (2 Pt 2:15-16)

2. “So then, brothers and sisters, stand firm and hold fast to the traditions that you were taught by us, either by word of mouth or by our letter.” (2 Ths 2:15)

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

My favourite things... for my frivolous, hiao bimbo friends :D

My Favourite Things... for my frivolous, hiao bimbo friends :D

For all my hiao bimbo friends :D who loves camwhoring.... here's part of my wardrobe, and most of my trinkets. Earrings are up next. Tired liao. Spent half the time trying to figure out how to work a digicam. Frivolous, I tell you!! And yes, I am technologically behind when it comes to hiao-bimbo-ness Let it no longer be said that I am not techie-savvy, and not hiao-bimbo-friendly, and cam-whoring-potential-less!! WOOHOO!! ;)

This were the ones I spent RM220 on. But I forgot to take the picture of one more :D Heh...

I love whites :p Got this for about RM50.

I know this is disgustingly schweet, but hey, I like it :p

This was bought at the Tang's Studio sale, and they cost about RM20 each. Sweet deal. All at approximately 80% off!

Thought this would be great for work in the near future (hopefully!!) and the patterns all the way to the back, so it doesn't make my ass look fat :p

It matches this perfectly! Can go for a Friday night out. Or team it with a nice blazer, and it goes everywhere!

This piece is LOVELY :) Originally above a hundred, i got it for RM20.

Bought this Tommy Hilfiger jacket at a warehouse sale for RM40+?

More items tomorrow! Tired liao :D And hungry :) Blogger fucked up on me!

7 comments:

Bren said...: how is showing our clothes to get some opinions on them make us hiao n bimbos?
anyways,nice stuff u hv,especially d girly ones. :); 20 September, 2006 18:10
nemesis-on-fire said...: hiao because we are camwhoring :D bimbo for the same reason :D joke lah, bren. u very sombre today :)

which girly one?? but thanx anyway! :D; 20 September, 2006 19:00
Anonymous said...: dida: i really like the the white dress that u said was too sweet :) and the black halter neck with white sequinned flowers! I'm a sucker for shiny stuff! Also liking the white lace boob tube :) that u originally got for 100 but then got it for 20! bargain!; 21 September, 2006 03:33
Anonymous said...: earrings! earrings! earrings!

next round showcase the hiao bimbo as well, k? Hangers very flat. :); 21 September, 2006 09:17
Bren said...: bugger!!! i typed long comment only to have it erased n redirected. wat the **&^%()))__&^^%!!!

in my defense, i do not camwhore becoz my boobies and lips r not big enuf.
2nd, was not being sombre, jus lk to b accused of smth i actually cud b guilty of e.g. superficial, vain, occasionally bitchy, gossip monger, occasional committer of the horrible crime of vpl (gasp!!).
anyways,u got off easy coz blogger is buggered. :P; 21 September, 2006 09:58
nemesis-on-fire said...: davi: errr.... my captions are all at the top instead of at the bottom. the disgustingly sweet one is the lace top with pink ribbons. hohoho... :D yeah, i like the black top too. that was about RM20. damn bargain! 80% off. i was delighted! the pencil skirt and two tops from tangs were all about RM20 each :)

june: ok ok! earrings up on weekend. friday and saturday busy :) wait ya! but not all earrings. hehe... need to take more pics and upload. har? take pic of me? dowan :p ehhh hangers flat? i don't understand?

bren: big LIPS? HAR? HOW BIG U WAN? what's wrong with UR lips? U WANNA HAVE FISH LIPS MEH???? hehe.. told u blogger is buggered :D ok, bren. u are a superficial, vain, ditzy, bitchy, gossip monger, vpl advocate hiao bimbo on occasion ;) OK? how's that for an ego boost? ;); 22 September, 2006 01:48
Izuan Kunang-Kunang said...: Whatever you wear...u still look frekin bitchy in my eyes...*runn!!! before diana kill me...she just sit next to me!! he he he =p; 22 September, 2006 13:15